Anyone who is a mother knows that there are moments in our lives where our heart really hurts. This week I had one of those. Baseball season is coming to a close and Jadon really wanted to try out for All-Stars (A baseball team made up of the better players. The teams plays in the summer). He asked me if he could and I told him he could as long as he understood the chances of not making it were good and he had to be ok with it. That very night Jaxon's coach called to let us know that he had been invited to try out for All-Stars. Until then, I didn't understand that you had to be chosen by your coach to try out. Dale and I were both very excited for Jaxon. His coach has really worked hard with him this season and he's improved a lot. We asked him if he wanted to try out. He didn't know what it even was. When we explained it to him he said "If I get to play baseball in the summer, then I'll try out." We were excited for Jaxon but felt very sad for Jadon. Jadon loves baseball and is very dedicated to it. Jaxon loves the sport as well but doesn't have to work as hard to excel and just has fun playing. It's so hard to be so excited for one boy without the other one feeling hurt by it. I talked to Jadon's coach about All-Stars and he said he was only allowed to pick 3 players from the team and the first two were a given. He was trying to decide between one boy and Jadon for the third player and the other boy ended up getting picked because his batting average was a little better. I tried to explain this to Jadon as something positive. He's worked so hard this year and improved so much and should feel good that he was so close. I don't know if he saw it that way. I want so badly for my children to be happy and it breaks my heart when they work hard at something and want something so badly and I have to tell them they just can't have it.